February 2012
“I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.”
– Uma Thurman (via saltwater-sleep)
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anditslove:
“Don’t be so damn hard on yourself. Yeah, you screwed up. You’re not perfect, fine. Learn from it. But don’t punish yourself. Be kind to you, even when you screw up. You’ll bounce back eventually. You’ll make up for it.”
Stephanie Klein
THIS MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. FYE, I SHALL CONQUER YOU!
Therapizing
dearoldlove:
Therapy has done nothing to help me in the three years since I discovered you cheated on me with a friend.
So Proud
dearoldlove:
Just realized I forgot your birthday this year. I’ve never been so proud of forgetting something.
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Whole Hearted
dearoldlove:
If you wanted to just be friends, I’d try it with my whole heart.
Thanks for Not Asking
dearoldlove:
Thank you for not asking me to stay. We both know that I couldn’t have said no. Even though I hated you for it at the time, I can now say with all certainty that it was the kindest thing you ever did for me.
A Great Depression
dearoldlove:
I survived a great depression: you.
Denial Denied
dearoldlove:
You couldn’t even give me the satisfaction of denying your friend request.
Your Convenience
dearoldlove:
You were my world, and I was your convenience. Yet my heart still hurts for you.
Please Write
dearoldlove:
Please write me an e-mail so I can ignore it like you have ignored mine. I’m convinced it will help me get over you.
Inexact Moment
dearoldlove:
I can remember the exact moment I fell in love with you. But, I can’t remember the moment I stopped. Guess that’s because I haven’t.
Non-Commity
dearoldlove:
You’re the reason I can’t fully commit. But I don’t think I ever even cross your mind these days.
Sadder or Worser
dearoldlove:
Some days I wonder if I’m getting sadder about losing you or if I’m just getting worse at pretending I’m fine.
Fearing Happy
dearoldlove:
My new boyfriend told me I was “afraid to let myself be happy.” Wasn’t that the same thing you said to me? Some things never change.
Texted Back
dearoldlove:
I had a dream that you finally texted me back. When I woke up, I cried for days.
How I Miss
dearoldlove:
I thought I would miss you happily, instead I miss you desperately.
Don't Say It!
dearoldlove:
The problem is, no matter how much time passes, when we say ‘I love you’ at the end of our messages, I’m scared I’m never going to mean it as platonically as I’m meant to.
Brave Smile
dearoldlove:
Maybe one day I’ll be brave enough to smile at you when we see each other.
Danger Tunes
dearoldlove:
I have danger zones on my iPod because of you
One of the Days
dearoldlove:
Today is one of the days that I still love you.
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Coming Back
dearoldlove:
Why, when I was the one you didn’t want, am I the one you keep coming back to?
Mean Unwell
dearoldlove:
I think you think you meant well, but I know you really didn’t.
Baggage
dearoldlove:
We both had baggage. The difference was that I viewed mine as dead weight, whereas you were clinging to yours like a safety jacket.
Your Time
dearoldlove:
You said you’d call me back in 10 minutes. That was a week ago. In your world of time, I’ve loved you for about 50 years now.
Recovery Period
dearoldlove:
I don’t know what’s worse—that I still love you, or that I’ve been trying to get over you much longer than I was with you.
Sleepy Avoidance
dearoldlove:
Sometimes I sleep all day to avoid thinking about you.
Shouldn't Haves
dearoldlove:
I shouldn’t have laughed when you drunkenly said I love you that first time. And I shouldn’t have waited until you fell asleep to say it back.
Runbacks
dearoldlove:
It’s been two years and we still run back to each other even after everything.
Psych 100
dearoldlove:
The only time you want to talk to me is when I ignore your emails.